I Wanna Keep Smiling

Assalamualaikum.. Hello peeps :)

My last post was the shortest one. and I'm so sorry for not updating this blog as frequent as I can. Sorry dear. 

Actually, I have so many stories to be tell. But I don't know how to start yet to end. Alhamdulillah, my final result was the highest compared with my other 3 results. I think it was a gift after many sad things happened to me. InsyaAllah, I'll be telling you soon. 

I wanna keep smiling. I wrote this because lately I feel something wrong with me. Something that I never expect to happen again. During my junior year in CFS, I'd suffered many pains and aches which actually changed my life and affects my study. But I never blamed it and take it as the main reason why I can't score during my junior year. 

The heart wasn't doing well. I kept experienced palpitation especially at night. It happened every night for almost a year. On top of that, migraine became my best friend. I've also suspected of having leukemia. But I never told my parents about this till now. I don't want to make them worry so I keep it by myself. I went to the clinic by myself. Taking my blood result alone and all this thing help me grow. I've become independent. :)

Alhamdulillah, I'm getting better after a year of suffering. How? I don't know. Maybe after I've changed everything in my life. I've get rid the negative thinking, I changed my diet (because during the interval, I think for the first 3 months, I lost weight about 5kg) and my lifestyle. 

Now, the palpitation have come back and I don't know why. My digestive system also showed some changes which I don't even understand why. Seek for a doctor ? Not now, because my dad wasn't very well now. So I'm just hope for the best and ready for the worst. Let my family and I taking care of my dad first and about me, pray for the best. 

p/s : My heart beating fast and the stomach doesn't be good to me. Pray for health peeps. I love you guys so much.

with lots of love,

Najwa :)

Here Comes The Ending :)

Assalamualaikum.. Hello peeps :)
Again, my apology for not updating my blog for quite some times. Sorry :D

Okay, back to the topic, Here Comes The Ending :)
Its has been two years I spent my life here in CFS IIUM. and by the time I'm writing this post, just two weeks left before I'm officially done with this foundation. I'm gonna have an examination this Wednesday follow by another two examinations on the other week. Pray for me, peeps :D

This semester is quite challenging for me, but it's not the toughest as I faced in Semester II, in my junior year. Learning how to prepare a research paper was really interesting and seriously I learned a lot this semester. Having female lecturers for the three subjects really made me feels like a home. Yes, we are far from our home, but with them, we feel like home to us. They share their love with us and they are so motherly.
*I miss my mummy, rite now :(
Thanks for being the best lecturers I ever had. Thanks for the knowledge you delivered to me and thanks for guiding me to become a better muslimah. Dear, Madam Zahala, Madam Sa'yah and Madam Nawal, I love three of you so much. :D Glad to be your student.

To my dearest classmates, this is my first time separating with my gang *I have a gang here, who cares? hahaha. But thanks for being such a great classmates, being there whenever I needed, and sorry for being loud!! You know how loud I am rite? Thanks for making this final semester the meaningful one. I love you guys so much. To Jamilah and Assyila, I'm so sorry because I like hitting both of you. Soorryyy :) Same goes to the rest of my classmates, I'm sorry if I had done something that may hurt your feeling. I'm not perfect but I'm tried to be perfect. :D Good Luck Guys for your final and all the best for whatever you do in your life. I'll always pray for all of you. InsyaAllah :)

Enjoy some pics peeps :) *click to enlarge