pray hard

It's even heart breaking because he is the first man I ever loved whole heartedly, I ever cared for tenderly, the first man I am prepared to give in sacrifice and put down my pride as a Queen. Dear Allah, I don't want to play with my heart and feeling anymore. If he is the one for me but it's just not the time yet, please ease my heart and let the feeling fade away. And bring us back together when we are ready.

Letting go is to cherish memories and overcome and move on.  To have an open mind and confidence in future. Letting go is accepting, learning, experiencing and growing. For me to be thankful for the experiences that made me laugh, made me cry and made me grow. Its about all that I have, all that I had and all that I will soon again. Letting go is the courage to accept change and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. Its realising that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door and to clear a path and to set me free.

Thanks for the du'a. Its nice to know that we are having the same hope.