Yesterday, It's Just Like A Dream

Assalamualaikum. Hello peeps :)

I'm officially 21st years old yesterday, at 8.05 pm. :) Yes, yesterday it's my birthday :)
Alhamdulillah, I'm still alive, still breathing in this wonderful world and I'm so thankful for that. ♥

Yesterday, it's just like a dream. A dream that came true. A dream that every girl have. I don't know how to express it. But, yesterday is one of the wonderful moment in my life.

I'm getting old! But age is only a number :P So, nothing to be worried about. I did enjoyed my 21st birthday. Thanks to my physio's siblings that create a video to wish my birthday and Asmira ( she was born a day before me, so I called her Kakak :P ). I will upload the video soon. Stay tuned :P. For those who wish me through messages, FB and Twitter, I really appreciated that. Not to forget, for those people who called me, and sang Happy Birthday's song for me, which was the most fun part, I'm so touched :) Hug and kiss for you guys.

Dinner for us

Cake From Farah :)

Cake From Him ♥

His Wish ♥

Kakak sayang Mama + Abah :)

Bila mak kata dia teringat, kita jawab kita sibuk sangat.
Bila ayah kata dia rindu, kita jawab nantilah hujung minggu.
Bila mak minta kita pulang, kita jawab kita belum lapang.
Bila ayah minta kita singgah, kita jawab kerja kita belum selesai.

Bila hati kita terguris, kita kata “Mak memang tak pernah faham”.
Bila hati kita terhiris, kita kata “Ayah memang tak ambil kisah”. 

Tetapi:

Bila hati mak kita terguris, mak kata “Tak apa, dia masih muda”.
Bila hati ayah kita terhiris, ayah kata “Tak apa, belum sampai akalnya”.
Bila kita menagis tanda lapar, mak berlari bagai hilang kaki.
Bila kita merintih tanda derita, ayah bersengkang mata bagaikan tiada lena. 
Bila kita sedih kerana gagal, mak setia membekalkan cekal. 
Bila kita pilu kerana kecewa, ayah teguh berkata dia tetap bangga. 

tapi , 

kenapa bila kita telah dewasa kita merasakan seolah mereka tidak pernah faham kita ? 
mereka tidak pernah meminta kita balas apa yang mereka beri pada kita ? 
mereka hanya meminta secebis kasih sayang . . . 
ketahuilah anak , mereka bukan pengemis ? perlu mengemis secebis kasih sayang dari anak mereka ?

Setiap Yang Bernyawa Pasti Akan Merasa Mati

Assalamaualikum. Hello peeps.

Malam ni Wanie nak share something. Petang tadi waktu tengah rehat-rehat and nak start study, ada voice mail from Mama. And bila Wanie nak call balik, Mama called me back. But actually, it was my sister, Najaa who made the phone call.

Me : Hello..
Najaa : Kakak, Achik Maria dah tak, baru je lagi. Tadi sebelum pukul 4. Dalam tiga lebih.

See, my sister tak sempat nak bagi salam or what. Just mentioning about the news which I am really afraid to hear.

Yes, around 3.55 pm on 12 February 2013, my lovely aunt, Kamariah binti Junet passed away. She's suffering of cancer about a year. She is (I'm still can't using was) one of the best aunt I ever have. She is the first aunt that hold me right after I was born on this world. Yes, she's there when my mummy gave birth.

Selain mama, Achik Maria antara orang yang Wanie rapat. So do her daughter, Kak Ana. Kali terakhir Wanie jumpa Achik Maria waktu wedding Abang Ngah (17.11.2012) Lama kan ?? Since that, Wanie tak dapat jumpa, sampailah hari terakhir dia. Dan Wanie minta maaf sebab tak dapat hadir untuk majlis pengebumian Achik. Tapi Achik tau kan, Wanie sayang sangat dekat Achik. Wanie doakan untuk Achik dari sini. :)

Waktu wedding Abang Ngah tu, Achik sihat je. Waktu tu, Wanie ingat Achik akan baik. Walaupun Wanie tahu, cancer is not that easy. Wanie tau Achik kuat, and you can go through it. Tapi Wanie lupa, Allah lebih berkuasa. Dia yang lebih mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk Achik. Achik, Wanie redha Achik pergi walaupun Wanie sedih sangat. Wanie sedih, tempat untuk Wanie bermanja dah hilang satu.

Wanie ingat lagi dalam ramai-ramai anak buah Achik, Wanie selalu dapat special treats kan :D Hehehe, Jangan jealous :P Bila Wanie nak perfume, Achik belikan. Dan waktu wed's Angah tu, Wanie potong rambut. Balik je dari saloon, terus pergi kat Achik tanya comel tak.Waktu tu Achik senyum, sambil main-main rambut Wanie. Achik cakap comel sangat. Walaupun waktu tu Achik dah penat, baring atas katil, tapi still Achik layan Wanie.

Achik, Wanie dah tak sanggup nak tulis lagi. Dah banjir dah nie. Hehehe.
Wanie doakan Achik bahagia dekat sana. Semoga roh Achik ditempatkan bersama-sama orang yang beriman. Achik memang dah tak de kat dunia nie, tapi Achik tak pernah hilang dalam hati Wanie. Wanie kena kuat sebab setiap yang bernyawa pasti akan merasai mati. Thanks Achik sebab approve Din untuk jadi suami Wanie. Tapi Achik tak sempat nak tengok kami nikah nanti :( Wanie akan make sure Din jaga Wanie elok-elok eh. Hahahaha :D

Sayang Achik sangat-sangat <3

She was next to my mum. The one who not holding the baby is her  :)

  9 October 1961 - 12 February 2013 

سُوۡرَةُ الاٴنبیَاء

        كُلُّ نَفۡسٍ۬ ذَآٮِٕقَةُ ٱلۡمَوۡتِ‌ۗ وَنَبۡلُوكُم بِٱلشَّرِّ وَٱلۡخَيۡرِ فِتۡنَةً۬‌ۖ وَإِلَيۡنَا   تُرۡجَعُونَ

Al Anbiya’: 35

Every soul must taste of death, and We try you with evil and with good, for ordeal. And unto Us ye will be returned.